Sunday Night Blues

I feel very uneasy tonight. I don't know why. I just got home from a great weekend away in Jackson Hole, WY. Geez! That place is BUH-Utiful! Maybe it's the standard Sunday Night Blues that get me just about every week. Knowing that tomorrow brings work and no play. Bummer. BUT. I did have a nice weekend so I shouldn't complain too much.

I hate uneasy. I hate that things outside of my control make me uneasy and that I let them. It's like that feeling you've forgotten something important or that sick feeling you get when you missed your alarm on the ONE morning you just COULDN'T miss that alarm. Does that happen to you? Do you let the thought of something sad get to you to the point that it makes it hard for you to relax eventhough you can't do anything about them? I try to avoid this feeling by being rational but at times I'm just not. So what if you failed that test, got a ticket, ran out of money for the week, so what if he didn't call, who cares if you dented your car, have stress at work or want to make things better and cant.

I think I'll read a talk from the Ensign.

It all blows over. It does.

xoxo

******HELLO! Anyone there?*****

Do you see the date today? Do you see the date of my last post? Yes, it's been that long since I've been able to post on my blog. I just got the internet installed. I mean JUST, I can still smell the "I've been working in the heat all day" comcast guy in my apt. I've got lofty ambitions to keep you all informed of the great summer I'm having and plan to continue to have. But not right now.

Stay tuned. But just know, I've missed you.